School…
…has started back up again and I am hating it with every fiber of my being. I honestly don’t know why I am going at this point. I know that it should help me at some time in the future but sometimes I just don’t see the point. When I got the associates degree I can honestly say that I saw absolutely no impact in my life whatsoever and I have the strong feeling that it will be the same way with the bachelors. I mean even when I do get it, what does it really mean? That I finally got the degree at 34 that numerous people have already gotten at 21 or 22? What am I going to do with this expensive piece of paper anyway? I think that’s one of the biggest things that I’ve been thinking about. I have no idea what I want to do with my life that really inspires me. You know that saying “Do what you love and you’ll never work a day in your life”? Sometimes I’m jealous of the people out there who know so clearly what they want to do do because I feel like every day of work is an eternity sometimes.
Enough of the pity party. I’ve got some January blahs I guess and am feeling a little unmotivated. I’ve got a week’s vacation starting this weekend so maybe that will help some.
